Tuesday, January 28, 2014

4 Down, 4 to Go

Today was my last experience with AC chemo.  AC chemo is quite toxic and the nurse has to wear protective gear to administer it.  I think I've done a pretty good job psyching myself up to receive AC chemo each time.  AC chemo looks like Campari, which I have enjoyed in the past and even referred to as my "poison."  Campari has had some odd ad campaigns.  This one in particular seems fitting - I imagine the AC fairy delivering my poison to the exact right location.  I'm not sure I'll ever be able to drink Campari again, though...


My friend Kristin went with me to chemo and was a very calming presence.  I also had a wonderful nurse who administered the chemo very slowly. My friend and colleague Ina came to pray with me during the chemo administration and I definitely felt better after this chemo than after the last one that was administered too quickly.  Kristin made me some root vegetable soup that tasted incredibly nourishing.  I ate two giant bowls of soup when I got home and I rested very well that afternoon and evening. 

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Inspiration - Diana la Cazadora

Recently I remembered the statue of Diana (the Roman goddess of hunting) that I had seen in Mexico City several years ago.  She is a very impressive figure.  I thought it would inspire me to hang an enlarged version in my bedroom, but I only had a tourist photo of the statue and it wasn't attractive or high quality.

I looked at Google images for "Diana la Cazadora" and came across an incredible photo by Oswaldo Ordonez, who is a teacher and photographer in Monterrey, Mexico. I wrote to him and asked him if I could have permission to have the photo enlarged onto canvas and he sent me a large, high quality digital file version.  I am so grateful to him for taking this photo and sharing it with me.   You can see more of Oswaldo Ordonez' photography here.


(The canvas print was done by Canvas on Demand.)

Here is a typical tourist photo of the statue, to give you an idea just how awesome Oswaldo's photo is. 



And here is a cool photo of the live model, Helvia Martinez Verdayes, posing with the statue in 1942. 


Tuesday, January 14, 2014

3rd AC chemo

This chemo session made me a little nervous. AC chemo is two different drugs administered in two steps.  The first infusion is more toxic and is done "by hand" by the nurse; the second is done through IV drip.  I had a different nurse this time, and she administered the first chemo twice as fast as the previous nurse had.  I was chatting with my dear friend and colleague Ina and didn't notice how fast it was going until the nurse announced it was over.  Because my previous nurse had specifically told me it should be done over 20 minutes, and this was less than 10 minutes, I expressed some concern to the nurse.  She assured me that the time depends on the dosage and that 10 minutes was fine for this dosage.  However, I soon began to feel a little strange. (Normally, chemo day doesn't have too many side effects, because they load you up with so many fluids and anti-nausea meds through IV.)

By evening I was feeling different enough in comparison to the previous times that I was worried and decided to call the oncologist on call.  She told me it wasn't "dangerous" that the chemo was administered quickly.   She agreed it should be done consistently and said she would write a report that would trigger a review by pharmacy and nursing, to make sure the procedure is clear.  On a humorous note, she seemed impressed by my detailed explanation and said I was a "better reporter than the typical patient."  Later the nursing supervisor called me and apologized for the situation.   The hospital is serious about continuous quality improvement and I'm glad to be of service!